The Uncertain Hole

Watch me have a panic attack submerging myself in a black swimming hole. Setting: solo boondocking in the depths of sam houston national park. Season: winter rain, low temperatures ranging from the 50s. This swimming hole was not a swim hole but a deep black waterhole with no ground. It remains uncertain to this day, what pushed me to dive in, alone, in the middle of an abandoned forest thick with trees ten minutes to dark.