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To Be Petite

My friend,

you don't need to be petite


your limbs don't need to dangle


you don't need to puke after flour to adopt the idea of becoming a flower


that aesthetic,


to be a flower,

to be a flower


to starve until you can no longer devour

to have a life so busy that you just don't have time to eat


to eat,

to eat


a drop of cheese upon a single wheat

no cumin, no bone broth or brethren,

empty kitchen, in it no gathering


simple, alone,

one two and it's done


no time wasted,

no time wasted


petals upon your cheek

pits behind your knees

pots beneath the leaves


smell, taste

chew, swallow


food? oh i don't really think about it, you know.

it's just something where it's like, 

the time comes to consume,

i do, 

and it's done.


you're losing weight, 

you're losing weight


why do you say it like it's a game?

on the sly, in the down-low through passing

what do you wish to gain from it?


may, admire eyes when it comes to sight

what do you hate

when it comes to taste?


but it's hard for me to eat

but it's hard for me to eat


i know, i know


it doesn't have to be too much, you know

a miraculous formula


let me show you how good food can be, if we befriend it,

you, and me


the wonderful aroma of spices in mixture

can get you to experience an immediate connection

to your own creation


no! no! 


i want no appetite,

i want no appetite


i refuse mortality,

I'm above humanity

the animal kingdom,

it just sickens me


you're right, it does.

why do you wish to be sick?

why do you wish to be sick?


a stick,

a stick


ye, what a flower,

what a flower!


it's the pressure in peer that gets you so

vogue, you know

I'm sorry to say it so, but society's a

coward, a coward!


i know of the whole within,

that concave pit inhaling 


But there's music incoming..

some distant pelicans,

a teaspoon of healing


come, let me spark a possibility

of the misty mixtures behind the blues-


For there's this legend,

that tells of a place


in Louisiana, by the Bayou Cajun,

where slumbers a soup,


its taste derived not from salts or peppers,

but a certain loving,

under a roof with no judging,


a spellbinding fragrance of diced lotus and crushed flowers,


will leave us doting

Sal Aim's internal mansion


she'll make a puree from lies,

and not worry about them likes


in that tiny space there's no food hiding and just so much talking

that there's no time for bingeing shows

and other forms of it per longing, you know


come, there's dancing in that home down south

it's warm, glasses are clicking

so much real laughing

nay, no tinkles from flat mingles

but whole hearty laughs from true hipsters


come, come, come,

that aesthetic,


to love yourself

to love yourself


to simply

let yourself


remember,

museum pieces are left stale behind glass walls

and admired as objects are.




©2024 by Azra Keskin. 

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