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the sunlight pierces my eyes

When the clock strikes noon,

And it gets just so bright,

With a crowd shuffling to and fro


When i hear the church bells i can no longer endure

Stepping out from indoor, a light hits the concrete and pierces my eye

rolls back in my head and i collapse,

Shuddering in search of darkness to find light 


need to hide

need to hide


the light and the talking and the walking

about, about, about


my dungeon, my dungeon

i wish to bring thee

a portable escape in my pocket


yes, when the short arm's at 12, 

the spell cast upon me reaches its end


I'm turning, turning 

the smile is burning

laughs become wailing


it's very important I'm not outside

it's very important I'm not with others


the only thing i must do is find the deck behind the cave


with the echoes of each chime my feet get heavier, 

and so i run, i run until i can no longer walk


but i make it, as i always do

to the deck, the deck


although it's noon the address of the deck offers darkness as soon as I step over


covered by the heaving mass of water, 

my eyes find their rightful place, outside of my head


under the water, i can at last

drain


no, i can't breathe under water 

but i can moan under water



©2024 by Azra Keskin. 

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