the outside

it's a coffee shop

but i came for tea

ticking

my eyes, shifting

stop looking at me

my forehead, sweating

these hands don't know what to do with themselves

my heart, racing

the lips all of the sudden feel so wrong

I'm letting them loose into a grimace or something

but I'm not sure if they look normal

and my eyebrows, well, i feel them frowning

but i know I'm not

so i want to just raise them and mess my face up in many ways, yawning and making crazy stretches to

RELAX it

but i stay perfectly still

i think, I might be

twitching

i don't like coffee and i came for tea.

a cold brew, please.

you too!