SubhanAllah

you are just here

yes, you are.

i know,

it feels weird.

or maybe it doesn't,

maybe it doesn't feel like anything at all

you, an anomaly in the flesh—it's bizarre.

so why are you here at all?

i don't know.

you just are.

and i guess,

for right now,

that'll be enough.

you're only the outline

through this entire lifetime

stuck in brainstorm,

draft one.

but I've seen hints at your thesis

echoes from another place

or maybe it's not a place as we know it

let me tell you,

it was unbelievable.

you were unbelievable.

look,

from my vantage point

your draft and final hold no clear difference.

but you will never agree to that,

always in search of perfection

step one, step two

"ill defeat myself

ill transcend"

get to my higher self

become my highest self

psst

the war was never with yourself.

you got one thing right, and that was the process.

the army and all the demons in-between

responded to the same call

to you,

the before you-

and the one that came after that.

my friend,

would you believe me if i told you,

that something special

something very special

will happen

to you?

or

did

and somehow

is?