Indifference

you feel weird, don't you?

you want to run away

you want them to stop chasing you

it's like they 𝘰𝘣𝘴𝘦𝘴𝘴 over you

you hate that you have them!

can it be that

you have them because you hate them?

you know it's true

and you hate that, you hate them all

but isn't this what you wanted?

to be liked?

accepted?

i think i know why your stomach's churning

yes, the reason for that unbearable discomfort is none other than

TREASON

to thyself.

you've had enough.

stop holding back stop

being 𝘤𝘰𝘰𝘭

my friend, be yourself

come back to me, to the true us,

my friend, love

𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦!

true, the threshold of that parched state is hard to pass,

but you must wither

so that everyone around you can

water.

that's it!

that's all you have to do.

𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 is the remedy for that stomach malady.

but this great heist you must do in secret

no one can know,

no one can know!

but not everyone deserves your love.

that's sorta insane, no?

my friend, you're so right.

when i say love,

i mean it for you.

you must understand

that you've been in love with yourself

for a time long,

long before you were born.

please do understand

that the only one you need to give to

is your own effervescent soul

don't you worry about

the rest.

and if you question it all,

or aren't so sure,

come to me, again,

and I'll tell you

how your chest sews the fuel of my

core