I Run so I won't Get Caught

i tried to walk among you but i lost my shoes

i give in,

i'm stepping back

when i go home I'll take off these feet and put on my soles 

i left I'm gone

once you lose me I'm never again found

as i go,

from you i go,

into the drying sand below,

i distill in thunder

my fear's the opposite of claustrophobia

i must be encapsulated by matter all around,

hiding, hiding 

i don't want to go out

i don't want to see you

i don't wanna walk

i'll only run because then i won't get caught

they don't know,

they don't know that i am guilty of a crime committed much before my time 

much-much

when i reached the end of the isthmus hades saw me said let me be 

i couldn't.

he's on my wall as taxidermy-

oxygen is being at the stake

indeed it is when my skin's being torn ap-

never mind that.

i know that i am bad

i am not good, i am bad.