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Bellyache

laying in my bones

like a sparrow's den,

is my cracked self


im huddled on the floor

crouched in my arms,

it's my arched neck


bleeding my head

is too loud to make out

your fallen body


next to me, collecting coal,

its blackened knuckles 

kissing the floor 


listen to me

listen to me


i can't see so i try to sing my voice 

is too weak to make you

hear me, please hear me


but in this background scape

at the back of your mind

reside those louder than me

those bad rabbits 

singing bad things


their ears like thorns have malformed 

into giant pits


affecting my sight and your mind

your mind, your mind

away from me


a high-pitched frequency stops 

their music my throat, 

coarse


the silence allows

you to notice me 


our state


your throat catches its

closing


our state


we are too far apart to 

touch

crawling, crawling

no strength to

reach


i don't know what to do

your clothes, your clothes


with blurry eyes i unravel 

my red sweater your


burdened head, boggled by hops 

so your hands


tremble as they search for a tiny 

rock precisely thrown


lands on my finger's tips i 

tie its end to my thread and

throw you that end, using the rock as weight at

the start


you catch on to the red

we whisper our trembling bodies,

my muffled 

sight and the loud 

noise the rabbit scars 

in the walls of your inner flesh has left me

blind


to the tornado around, people speaking a shouting a screaming running flooding all the world around us spinning

and we, too weak to speak too blind to see too loud to hear just

give the thread 

a tug 


to feel 


one another

on the opposite


end



©2024 by Azra Keskin. 

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