And So I Wind

the click of the mouse pierces my heart,

they can see me breathing

protruding, attempting

moments of suffocation in-between

an exasperated sigh at the seams

too deep

never enough 

i have to make them all up

the breaths that i have i lost or kept in

i don't know which would be right to depict

the breadth of this eclipse

and so i wind

but my lungs don't fill

though its deep, deep

ay lara la, ay lara la

barely

ay lara la

yo soy el aventurero

but still i hold, tut